It is always hard when our career dreams don't pan out the way we wanted them to. There is a process of letting go and even grieving for a time. That is a normal and natural response to loss.
The good news, however, is that your story is not over. When your confidence is shot, a great way to get back on your feet is to reflect on your transferable skills and past strengths, to bring positive thoughts and a sense of moving forward in your career and job search.
Reflecting on yourself can be difficult to do alone without it tending toward the negative, but I truly believe that assets like balance and hope are already waiting inside of you -- and as a Career Coach, it is my privilege to draw those assets out and to uncover new career opportunities that you might not have even considered before!
If that is something you would like support for, I'd be happy to help.